This is not meant to be the definitive guide to achieving all our goals, because things happen we can’t always control. It is however a little tale of woe from a busy person, trying to deal with a big work load, whilst hanging on to ‘ the person she wants to be’. I wonder how many other people wrestle with this dilemma over and over again? Many I’ve no doubt, as we live in a world of increasing pressure but without health and happiness we are no good to anyone.
So there I was looking forward to riding Kilo to Go’s Tour of the Peak and one little slip in the bathroom, the day before, left me in agony. Always optimist I knocked back more anti inflammatories than I care to remember and laid on the bed with a massage and muscle stimulation machine on my back. Convinced that if I boxed clever I was still going to ride the next day, I even sat in a jacuzzi for 30 minutes. By the evening my spine resembled a question mark and I hobbled along like Mrs Overall from Acorn Antiques. The fact that my bike really could have done with a clean was neither here nor there. This girl was going nowhere on the sunniest weekend of the year so far.
Next day marooned on the bed, I had time to reflect on my downfall and I could hear the words from at least a week before ringing in my ears! ‘ You’re hip is looking out of alignment and your shoulder’s dropped. Have you booked your appointment with the physio yet?’ Of course I hadn’t! I was up to my neck in end of term assessments and couldn’t see ‘the wood from the trees’. So there went the one thing in my life that keeps me sane, when the going gets tough. Guess sometimes you just have to walk away from things, say enough is enough, for both your physical and mental health.
Note to self: book an appointment with Martin Earley every two months whether you feel you need it, or not because you probably do. Work will still be there when you are dead and gone!